She came to me in a dream and took me on a journey through nature and showed me some of her secrets. Before I woke up she asked me to paint her as I remembered her in my dream
She couldn’t care less about what others were thinking of her. The bright lights in her black hat guided her through the darkness and her cat, her soul sister with an attitude, never left her side.
She never told anyone that this cat was her soulmate.
She always felt different. She had dreams about flying and being free as a bird. When she left her house the birds would come to her and sing her songs about freedom and their heaven.
And she felt as she was a heavy woman without wings. But the birds gave her hope that one day she would be able to fly too, but first she had to lift the burden of her shoulders caused by her earthly life. She quietly waited for her wings to grow.
She just loved her wine. It made her feel her femininity and sexuality and connected her to the green goddesses of the Earth. She would rather be one of them than this lost soul on earth…wandering around with no purpose. Pour me more wine please, she said.
I know the blues, she said. I know the feeling of not being enough for the world. But I carry my life inside and just let my soul shine through my sad eyes, my earrings and the stones in my necklace. But I can’t hide my blues...they show on my skin
When she finally got rid of her belive systems and thought forms all her beautiful colours came out and changed her forever. She couldn’t hold them together anymore and was all over the place; so happy, so free and powerful. But the people who saw her like this wanted to be free too, but they were scared of the formless power of her freedom and whispered: She is crazy.
Her silence was strong and her calmness was in her soul. She never spoke a word but everything around her changed forms and colours when she gave her soft smile to the bird that never left her.
She emerged out of the turquis blue light, so soft and so gentle. The animals stood still and listened to her soul's stories. Without words she moved them to other dimensions, unknown
